I Know It's Wrong, It's a Problem -Nickolai-

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

Andy looked down at himself. He felt like he looked like an idiot. He was wearing a pair of new black pants, that he'd worn his first day at B.A.D. and never again, a white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up and the top few buttons undone, and he'd cleaned up his black converse. It looked like he was going on a date, and he wasn't. He was doing another detention tonight. With a student. A really hot student who made every fiber of Andy's being light on fire, made his mind cloud and his heart race. He hadn't felt this way since he was a teenager, and he knew it was wrong.

Ten years. Ten fricking years different between him and this almost legal, sexy Russian... But Andy knew his story, he'd read his file and talked to the boy himself. And Andy refused to be like every other guy that this kid had been with. Andy would show him that he deserved better than all that, than what his past was, and that not all guys were like the ones he'd encountered before. Not in a million years would Andy give this kid what he thought he wanted now, because he didn't want him to ever regret it, and Andy felt like he'd regret it.

Andy pulled him legs up on the chair, sitting with his legs folded like an Indians. Andy glanced up at the clock. Hehad a few minutes until he was suppose to be there, so he'd have some fun. He grabbed onto the edge of the desk and pushed off, spinning himself around, getting faster and faster as he spun around. Then, he heard the door open, and he jumped out of the chair and onto the desk, feeling like he was about to throw up so he couldn't stand. "Good evening Mr. Volkov."

[Nickolai Volkov]

Nick was sure that he was going to be late. He had stopped to check his hair in every reflective surface that he passed. Nick couldn't believe his luck, a detention with his favorite sexy teacher. Mr. Bones. Andy as the man had asked to be called. Nick licked his lips. He had forgone the normal red blazer the tie was loose around his neck and the shirt was being worn with a few alterations. It was unbuttoned to a point that he was sure wasn't allowed and the sleeves were rolled up a quarter of the way. Nick stopped again and checked his hair, it looked amazing.

Nerves made him pause and take a deep breath...his teacher was drop dead sexy and Nick had no problem staring blatantly he only worried that he would get the man in trouble. Nick knew that his crush on the teacher could end badly. Nick bit his lip in thought...it wasn't right to put the man at risk like this. Guilt welled up in him. He liked Andy he didn't want the man fired. Nickolai just sighed and continued on his way. He would figure out the moral part later. Right now he just had a detention to go to.

The math room was easy to find. Nick went there everyday almost, for class. He thought about knocking but decided against it. The man was expecting him of course. Nick pushed the door open carefully, and peeked inside. He grinned widely when he saw the man was sitting in a chair sitting crossed legged spinning. It was cute. Nick chuckled but covered his mouth with his hand to stifle the sound. He entered the room, a smile still on his face and met the man's eyes. He raised an eyebrow at Andy's greeting. "Hello, Mr. Bones."

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

Andy stood up after a bit, not feeling like he wasn't to fall over or vomit anymore. Yeah, Nick would think those things were just so sexy. Andy ran a hand through his hair, pretty sure it looked like hell after the spinning. Andy's lip curl at being called Mr. Bones. The only way he would like being called that is maybe if Nick was moaning it in his ear as his nails were clawing into Andy's back.. But he really didn't want to be called it any other time, that was for sure. "Andy. Just Andy. I don't go by the first name, what makes people think I want to go by my last name?" He should really talk to the headmaster about getting a plack for his desk that just said Andy Bones, not Mr. Alexander Bones. Hell, he'd rather just Andy.

Andy grabbed an extra chair he kept so that when the class was doing a test of something he could sit behind them to make sure no one was cheating. He didn't know why, but Andy found it easier to see from the back of the class room. He pulled the chair over to beside his behind the desk, then sat down in his. He pulled out a few work sheets. It was random, so some would be easy for him, some would be just where he was at in class, and some would be a little advanced for him.

He looked up at Nick, and trying to not be too suggestive Andy pointed to the chair he'd sat up beside his own. Yes, Andy would be tempting himself, and Nick with this but he had faith in the both of them, and had a lot of faith in himself that he wouldn't rip that school shirt straight off of Nick's body. "Come sit down, Nick.."

[Nickolai Volkov]

Nick tried to not to smile, he really, really did but Andy just looked too cute. A small grin stretched across his face. He took in the man's appearance, he looked a little dizzy and his hair stuck up as all angles. Nick wanted to touch it, to run his hands through the man's so so badly that it nearly hurt. His hands twitched to reach out but he resisted. "Andy then." Nick said meeting his eyes with a smile. "As long as I'm Nick and not Mr. Volkov...makes me sound old."

Nick entered the room a little more, coming to lean against the door jam as Andy walked to the back of the room and messed with stuff on his desk. Nick waited patiently for Andy to acknowledge him again. He had to literally bite his tongue so as not to make a comment about sharing a chair when Andy brought a second chair to rest next to his own. He chanted his in head,'I will be a good boy and not tempt the teacher.'

The Russian bit his bottom lip and walked the distance to the chair and sat down he wished that Andy had finished that little sentence with 'in my lap', but he knew better then to push it. Nick sat down and looked at his teacher. "So what's my punishment, Andy?" Nick tapped his fingers against his thigh, nervous and wishing for self-control.

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

Andy looked over Nick. He could comment on the violation of dress code, but.. It was kinda sexy. "I just.. Uh... It's driving me crazy." Andy reached over, buttoning one of the buttons back up on Nick's shirt. It wasn't driving him crazy because it was was against dress code, it was driving him crazy because it drove Andy to the edge, about two seconds from laying Nick on the desk and undressing him fully. "I like my job... I really like my job... I don't want to be fired... One button won't hurt, I can control myself. Then Andy unbottoned the button he had just buttoned, and the one under it. Then he drew his hands back, and looked back at the worksheets on his desk.

Andy slid them over to Nick, not looking into his eyes. Or at his chest. Or at his crotch. He was proud of himself. "Work sheets." He flipped the pages over. One had a picture of a tiger and it's cub, the other had a flower. Andy didn't pick the pictures, he just printed someone on the back of each work sheet. He tapped them with the end of his pencil. "If you scribble on these you get extra credit, and I have colored pencils if you want to use them." He never told a student that, until Nick.

Andy opened up a drawer on his desk and pulled out a book. Stolen by Lucy Chrisopher. He cracked it open to the middle and flipped a few pages until he found the page he'd been on when he stopped reading. But Andy wasn't reading. He was staring at Nickie out of the corner of his eye. He'd never be attracted to a student before, but he doubted that would matter if he was caught doing anything.

[Nickolai Volkov]

Nick froze in place as Andy reached over and did the button up on his shirt. He followed the man's hands with his eyes nearly trembling. He wanted to speak up his words were soon stopped when the man suddenly undid the button he had just buttoned and then the one under it. Nick's shirt how had three buttons undone and he wanted nothing more then for the shirt to just be off. He licked his lips and blinked slowly. He could handle this. He would make it through this detention without getting the older man in trouble. He had too.

The teen turned his attention to the worksheets on the man's desk as soon as Andy touched them. Nick smiled and ducked his head when he saw them, tigers and flowers? Nick wanted to laugh but didn't. "Can I borrow the colored pencils?" He asked softly biting his lip. He saw Andy pull out a book and felt disappointed. Andy was hiding. Nick blinked when an idea came to him.

"When's your birthday?" Nickolai asked tracing the outline of the flower with his finger. He wanted to his the man's voice. Nick enjoyed the way it sounded. "Mines August 15th...." The level two student wished he had a better way of starting a conversation but this had to be the safest topic. Nothing S*x related here....nothing at all.

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

Andy laid the book with the spine bend and the cover facing up so it'd hold his place for him and dug through a drawer for the colored pencils. He found them then dumped them on desk, then lined them up neatly. Something to get his mind off the boy sitting next to him, shirt unbuttoned and looking extra yummy tonight. "Yummy? Really, Andy? He's an infant." Andy looked up at the boy, looking into his eyes, which were blue execpt for a hint of green. They were... Beautiful. Everything about this boy was beautiful and untouchable.

"I know your birthday, it's in your file." Andy thought maybe he shouldn't have said anything about the fact that he'd read Nick's file. He'd gone right after he met Nick and read it. This boy.. Was a hero. Him and his brother had done everything they could do for their family, and ended up in trouble for it. Sure, maybe they shouldn't have done what they did, but their hearts were in the right place when they did it. Andy didn't blame them, he blamed the people that taken advanage of two innocent teenage boys.

Andy picked his book back up, laying it in his lap. He played with the edge of one of the pages. "We share a birthday. I was exactly ten when you and your brother were born." Andy tried to think what he had done on his tenth birthday. He's probably played video games, or hung out with friends, or something like that. He didn't, however, think at any point that day that in seventeen years he'd be sitting in a classroom with the a kid he had a thing for that was born on that day.

[Nickolai Volkov]

Nick blinked and looked down. He hated that Andy had read his file. He wasn't ashamed of what he had done, he knew why he had done it and knew it was for the right reasons but for some reason knowing that Andy knew made him feel bad. Like he had done something nasty. Nick picked up an orange colored pencil and started to trace the tiger. He hated the feeling. He ignored the stinging in his eyes and focused on the picture.

Ten years...that wasn't too much of an age difference, Nickolai thought to himself. It really wasn't all that bad, the only bad thing was the fact that he was a student and the object of his affections was a teacher. An old taboo that was honestly a little stupid in Nick's mind. Andy was a nice guy, Nick knew all about the nasty ones and Andy was a perfect gentleman compared to them.

"Oh." He said still not looking up, he was afraid that Andy would see the wetness in his eyes if he did. "Ten years isn't too bad." He said aloud then cursed himself. Nick hated how self-conscious he was now. Where was the normal flirty, fun Nick?

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

"Well sh!t f*ck." He hadn't meant to upset Nick. Really. He really liked Nick, a lot more than any teacher should ever like a student he liked Nick that much. Why oh why did he feel like he was in some type of really bad porno right now? After closing his book and putting it back in the drawer, Andy got up, walking over to the door and shutting it. He was about to say things a teacher shouldn't and didn't want to be over heard. He walked back over to his chair and sat down.

He looked at Nick for a long moment, trying to figure out how to go about this without being a complete freak... Well, even more of a complete freak then he already was for crushing on a student. "Babe..." He hadn't meant to say that, but now it was out and he just to keep going to or risk hurting Nick's feelings even more. "You're beautiful, no matter what's in your file.. all that stuff.. I don't care about, alright? It doesn't change anything. When you turn 18 it's still on, if you still want me..."

Andy reached over, grabbing ahold of Nick's chin and pulling it so Nick had to look at him, and Andy stared into those haunting eyes. "And you're completely right, ten years isn't bad.. If you don't mind me getting called a craddle robber... God, you have beautiful eyes." Andy ran a hand into Nick's hair, and was leaning closer to him. He could smell him. And he smelled really, really good.

[Nickolai Volkov]

Nick twitched when Andy called him babe....no one had ever called him that. Or at least never meant it. Nickolai Dmitiri Volkov had been called many things in his life, most of them were nothing good or to be repeated in polite company, and none of the names had ever came with the burst of warmth that came from the simple name that came from Andy's lips. Nick wanted to cry, then closed his eyes tightly, he was being stupid and acting like a girl. Just because he was gay didn't mean he had to act like a frickin' girl.

Beautiful? Nick wanted to laugh, there was no way that Andy was being serious. He wasn't beautiful that was a girl thing. He wanted to speak to ask if Andy was serious but couldn't he didn't think he would be able to hold back tears if Andy suddenly told him it was all a joke. He had to speak when Andy told him that when he turned 18 they could be together. "Really? You wont...just..." Nick cut himself knowing that he was asking to much of the teacher. He knew how this worked damn it. One and done. Nick bit his lip hard enough to make it bleed but didn't notice.

"You're too handsome to be a cradle robber." He said softly meeting Andy's gaze when the man put his hand on his chin. Nick leaned forward as well, enjoying being so close to Andy. He wasn't going to push anything here. He couldn't he wouldn't risk his favorite teacher loosing his job over a stupid boy not able to control himself. "Thank you...so do you." Nick took a shuddering breath and tried to calm himself.

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

"No, I won't." Andy didn't know the ending to the question but he knew the answer. Whatever Nickie didn't want him to do he wouldn't do. This boy needed someone that wanted what was best for him and what would make him happy. Andy wanted to see this boy smile again. "Tell me what you don't make me to do, and I won't do it, Nick. I promise." Andy pulled the small, compared to himself, boy out of his chair and onto his lap. Yeah, he could get in trouble, but.. he ended to feel close to Nick, and he hadn't needed to feel close to anyone in a long, long time.

Andy buried his left into Nick's soft hair, and his face into Nick's neck, his right arm wrapped around Nick's waist to keep him on his lap. He breathed in Nick's scent, deep breathes. He was amazing. Andy wondered if he realize amazing he was. Probably not. The amazing ones never did it seemed like. Andy pulled his face away from Nick's neck, and went back to looking into Nick's eyes.

He reached up, and ran his thumb over Nick's bottom lip. It looked like he'd been biting pretty hard, and Andy felt bad for that. "You should stop doing that so hard..." He didn't add what he was thinking, which is how sexy it was when he was doing it softly. He wanted Nick's teeth biting on his lower lip. Andy's eyes travled from Nick's lips to his eyes. "Don't get mad at me, okay?" Then he leaned in again. His left hand was on the side of Nick's head, tow fingers in his hair, two on his neck, and his thumb resting on his cheek. Andy pulled Nick's face towards his own and closed his eyes when they were inches apart, then he felt their lips connecting. Andy kissed him for a few moments before pulling away. Though all he'd been thinking about since Nick arrived was pretty much just S*x, the kiss was soft and caring. Not something you'd expect from someone like Andy. He opened his eyes, and searched Nick's face, thinking that maybe he shouldn't have done that. "Yeah, you shouldn't have done that."

[Nickolai Volkov]

Before he knew it Nick was in Andy's lap. Nick held his breath, surely this was a fantasy run a muck. Nick could feel the soft pants of Andy's breath on his neck and the gentle touch of the man's hand intertwined in his hair, that coupled with the strong arm around his waist. Nick gave in, he grabbed a fist full on the man's shirt and refused to let go. He rested his head against Andy's and just relaxed. For the first time since entering the school Nick felt himself relax. Two years of tension and fear, exhaustion and pain melted away in the man's arms.

"Will you wait for me? You won't." Nick bit at his tender bottom lip, "forget me?" He asked hopefully, his eyes shut just in case. He tightened his grip on the man's shirt wishing that he had a more physical connection. Something more to hold on too.

Nick knew that he should let go and leave the room. Andy could get in so much trouble, should someone see them. Nickolai battled with his conscience for a few moments before giving in. He was too tired to fight it and he had no will to anyway.

The teen's lip stung his Andy touched it the part that his teeth had split burned but Nick ignored it because Andy was touching him, Andy was holding him, Andy was kissing him? Nick let his eyes slip closed and he leaned cautiously into the kiss. It was wonderful. It wasn't his first by any means but it was the best. Nick had never had a non-sexual kiss before. Sure there were a lot of less then pure thoughts here but Nick knew that nothing would happen right now...this was his first kiss basically. He opened his eyes and took a deep breath. "Wow..."

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

Andy shook his head. "How could I forget you? I-" Andy cut himself off. He was about to say he was falling in love. But he couldn't be, he barely knew this kid. And he was a kid. "I'll wait for however long I need to wait, Nick.. I don't care how long that is, and in the mean time the only thing that's going to be on my mind is you, so I won't forget about you.. I'll probably just be taking a lot of cold showers between now and August 15th.." Andy realized what he just promised.. That he wouldn't do anything with anybody for a year... And he was okay with that, if it meant getting Nick at the end of that year.

"That can't happen all the time. It makes our chances of getting caught higher. Plus, you deserve better than for a guy to just be making out with you all the time, every kiss should be special for you, can I unbotton this please?" Andy's finger tips from the hand that wasn't around his waist were already on the buttons to Nick's shirt. But he wouldn't dear start unbuttoning without Nick's okay to do so. "I'm sorry, no, I shouldn't ask that. You deserve so much better than that, babe. I'm sorry." Andy pulled his hand away, wrapping it around his waist too.

Andy's face found Nick's neck again. He didn't want to have S*x with Nick. Okay, so he wanted to, he really really really wanted to but he wouldn't. Nick deserved to be loved first. Maybe Andy could love him, he had no idea. Or maybe Nick would find some wonderful guy his own flipping age and fall madly in love with him. Maybe Andy and Nick would never be but Andy still wanted the boy to feel what it feels like to be in love.

[Nickolai Volkov]

Nick felt as if he could fly, he wanted to kiss his teacher but managed to stop himself. He knew the words weren't always true, the people lied but for once Nice wanted to pretend, he wanted to ignore the cynical voice in the back of his head that demanded that he wake up and face reality, that it was unlikely that he would ever find someone to tolerate him the way Andy seemed too. The next sentence made his jaw drop. While Nickolai wouldn't call his teacher a slut...Andy was known for....being rather....flirtatious...Yeah lets use that word. Nick blinked twice and closed his jaw with a slightly snap. "You...don't have too...I would never ask you too..." That was the truth Nick would never ask Andy to but the fact that the man said he would made his eyes well up again. Nick rubbed at his eyes harshly, he was a man damn it. There was no need for tears. Nick sniffed and swore softly. Why was he acting this way? "Thank you." He didn't know how to put his thoughts into words so he hoped that a thank you would do for now.

Nickolai wanted so bad to say yes, for Andy to undo the buttons but before he could answer the man changed his tune. Nick wanted to scream, why was it so hard to get this man to do what so many others barely even had to think about. Nick furrowed his brow in thought. Why did this guy have to be so damn decent. "Kisses from you are special." Nick said resting against Andy's chest. His voice trembled. "You care....your so....sweet and..." Nick sniffed again hating the feelings that were trying to take over his brain. He was acting like a girl he rubbed at his eyes again with the back of his hand. "I'm sorry...I promise I'm not always so weepy..." Nick said with his eyes closed enjoying the forbidden comfort that his teacher was giving him.

The teen looked up at Andy and had a thought. He pulled himself away from his spot against the man and licked his lips. Steeling himself he leaned forward and gently touched the other man's lips to his own. Nick had never initiated a kiss before. Though he had been kissed many times Nickolai have never been the one to start the kiss, so in a way Andy was getting the one thing new, clean, innocent about Nickolai Volkov...and Nick wondered if the man even knew. "Don't be sorry...just count the days until you don't have to ask." Nick whispered before hiding his face in the man's neck enjoying the feeling of safety and comfort that he got there.

[Alexander "Andy" Bones]

Andy smiled and held Nick close to him. He wished they were both shirtless, and Andy could just feel Nick's soft skin pressed against his. But he didn't want to do that. He didn't want to use Nick the way so many had before him. He wanted Nick to feel loved and special and know just how amazing he was. Then Nick kissed him. He could get use to that. Random kisses from the sweet, sexy Russian sitting in his lap.

"I just.. I never wanna risk this. I don't want you to... to see me like the others. I want to be different. You... You make me want to be different and I have no idea why.." Andy ran her right index finger down Nick's jaw. "If I ever do anything to make you feel uncomfortable, or I push you too far.. Just tell me and I'll stop, okay." Then after glancing over Nick's shoulder towards the door Andy started trailing small kisses up Nick's jaw, and his hands found the smaller boys hips. He probably shouldn't touch those though, they weren't giving him pure thoughts. He moved them slightly upwards. Better.

Andy's lips travled downward, kissing him to the point of the last undone button then back up again. "I should stop." Andy mumbled it into the skin on Nick's neck and kept kissing. Andy was wondering how much Nick weight, and if his desk could hold both of their weights. He was also wondering if he had an extra shirt the younger boy could wear back to his dorm if Andy were to happen to rip the one he was wearing off. And also, what color underwear was Nick wearing at the moment and could he find out? "Okay, okay." Andy pulled away slowly, because he really didn't want too. "I... am about to rip your clothes off so I'm going to stop.. and let my imageination do the rest when I go to bed later." Andy let out a charming smirk at the young boy. Okay, so now his pervert side was coming out.. Nick would either hate it or love it.. Andy was hoping for the latter.