Post by astrid on Nov 30, 2010 21:20:19 GMT -6
ASTRIDAURORAWALLACE
“Well, tell me a little about yourself. What’s your name?”
My name is Astrid Aurora Wallace. Astrid means Little Star in German or something like that. My grandma named me, she’s obviously very German. But ever since I was little I have gone by star and that’s what everyone calls me but you can take your pick. Star is less of a mouth full to spit out then Astrid is. Only my grandparents can call me Little Star though because that’s what they have been calling me ever since I can remember. I like it when they call me little star.
“Next question, how’s school?”
I am not a big fan of school. I don’t think any of my friends were. We ditched almost all the time. There were some classes we didn’t skip though for me that was art and music. Those were my favorite classes because those were my favorite things to do. I got A’s in those classes but I failed out of the rest of my classes. I was a junior by the way. I screwed around but paid attention just enough to manage to get to the next grade. But apparently that only worked to my sophomore year cause I got kicked out of public school for truancy and fighting and got put in a second chance alternative education school.
“What did you do when you weren’t in school?”
My guy friends and I made a band so we played at a bunch of bars and even some little concert venues. We would make music videos with the kids that needed help for projects for film class and they turned out pretty awesome. We usually ditched school to go to concerts at the local venue that was a few towns over from where we lived in New York. It was New York so there was always something to do or some where to go that involved music or theater which was another thing I loved and did when I wasn’t at school or causing trouble with my boys. We also partied a lot. Drinking and drugs were a very frequent thing for us.
“Tell me about your friends and family. How are your relationships with them?”
My friends were my family because I hated my actual family. My father was an abusive douche and my mother was never home. So I spent all of my time with my group of 4 best dude friends. We did everything together. If one of us was sick we all took care of each other. They were all significantly older then me with all but one of them all ready out of high school. There was only 1 who was almost my age he was 18 and I was 17. I loved hanging out with them though because you couldn’t get much better siblings then the ones you pick out your self.
“Well we know about your friends and family, but what do you think about yourself? Describe yourself to me.”
I guess on the outside I look pretty normal? My mind is kind of a mess. Its like a really dark storm some times it can be good and light but most of the time it’s really dark and demented? I like pain and I like to cause other people pain. I also like blood my blood and other peoples blood is fun too. Cuts cover my body but not because I was depressed I did it because I craved the pain and seeing the blood. Other then the twisted morbid stuff I enjoy music playing it mostly. I can play the piano guitar drums and I sing quite well I like to think. Is that enough or do you need to know more?
“Have you had any trouble with the law?”
I have had quite a few run ins with the law. They were mostly small things like getting in trouble for fighting and I have had some trouble with drugs and the law. Mostly being on something when I was caught or underage drinking. But the big one was the one that got me in the most trouble. I stabbed a guy and stabbed a cop and punched another one.
“Why did you do it?”
My friend Alex and I were walking threw some alley ways by time square because we really wanted to get home after seeing the tree and it was freezing. We got forced at gun point into this empty building. These guys tried to rape me but my friend came to my rescue and wound up getting stabbed several times. I got free and stabbed the guy and was so tripped out that I accidentally stabbed and fought a police officer. I didn’t mean to kill him or accidentally stab the police officer but for some reason I really don’t feel bad about doing it. I was full of adrenaline and I struggled hard core with one of the other officers. I was concerned about my friend laying on the ground bleeding and this officer was holding me back so I elbowed him in the gut and punched him in the face.
“What is the worst thing you’ve done?”
Probably stabbing that cop. Everything else was pretty minor compared to that. I did feel a little bad about hurting the cop but he was fine. The other guy on the other hand died which I was totally ok with especially since my friend wound up dieing too. Other then that its just been minor things like fights and stupid crap like that.
"What the thing you're most proud of?"
I think the thing I am most proud of is the fact that my friends and I managed to record and produce our own CD using the recording studio at one of the NYU colleges with some friends. It was awesome and it sounded awesome. We got to do music videos with it threw the college and everything was amazingly fun.
"Got any vices?"
Smoking and drinking. I smoke pot and I have done acid, shrooms, E, meth. I only ever really did the bad stuff once because I wasn’t a big fan but I smoke a lot of pot and drink a lot. I spent most of my days crashed out on the floor of my friends apartments. There was one close call when I had to get my stomach pumped from drinking too much and that really was no fun at all.
“If you could change one thing about your life what would it be?”
I wish I could change the fact my friend died. I felt like it was my fault because I wanted to go out that night and see the Christmas tree but he got attacked and I always feel like its my fault. I have serious nightmares where I thrash around and scream. I don’t like to sleep much because of that its like a movie that keeps playing in my hand and I cant get it to stop when ever I close my eyes even if its for a small nap.
“What act got you sent here and who recommended it?”
Killing a guy, stabbing a police officer and fighting another one. The judge recommended it and I cant exactly remember why. I just know that my parents didn’t care what happened to me and I didn’t care what happened to me so I guess I sort of just went with what ever they said was going to happen. I guess its better then prison but I haven’t really seen it to judge yet.
“Do you deserve to be here?”
I don’t know? I mean it was self defense killing the guy but I guess I deserve to be put away for stabbing and fighting the cops. I don’t think I can be fixed because I feel really messed up but if they want to waist their time trying I guess they can go ahead and do so. Who knows maybe it will work.
"Tell me about your life before B.A.D. contacted you."
My life wasn’t anything to fancy. Growing up my father was abusive and like to beat me and my mom. At first my mom would protect me but then she became an alcoholic and I had to start learning to protect my self. That was difficult because my dad was a lot bigger then I was but that was where I learned to fight. I ran away in 8th grade and was playing my guitar for some money on a street corner in new york when Alex found me. He thought I was adorable and had skill so he took me back to his apartment where I met the rest of the group there. I wound up living with them and he wound up being like my big brother.
They helped me develop my music skills and we wound up doing everything together. Making the music videos and the CD with our little band was amazing and a great experience. We wanted to go on to the big time. We partied a lot and lived it up in New York City. The day that Alex died was the worst day of my life especially since I feel like it was my fault. I just wish that things could go back to how they were before all the bad crap happened. I miss my misfit family because we were all so perfectly screwed up.
Last Name, First Name, Middle Initial: Wallace, Astrid, A
Race: Caucasian
DOB and Age: august 12 1993, 17
Age admitted to Blackwood’s Academy: 17 not even a day yet.
Grade: Junior
Health issues: diabetes
Other: Doesn’t watch her blood sugar like she should or eat like she should.
Race: Caucasian
DOB and Age: august 12 1993, 17
Age admitted to Blackwood’s Academy: 17 not even a day yet.
Grade: Junior
Health issues: diabetes
Other: Doesn’t watch her blood sugar like she should or eat like she should.
Your name: star
How you found us: proboards support
Code word in the Rules: Admin Edit
Play by: demi lovato
