I'm Just a Kid and Life is a NIGHTMARE

[zack]

what is this feeling?;pain.
what is this on my cheeks?;tears.
what is this inside?;emotion.
how do i stop it?;you can't.

Dear Diary,

F*ck,  did I just call this thing a diary? 
How freakishly girly can I get?
 But yeah, the therapist here told me to fill out this little notebook with my thoughts. 
Well, not all of them. I don't need him to know everything. I didn't tell my therapist back home everything.

Right, well, needless to say, my first impressions of this cesspool have been absolutely correct. 
I hate everything here and have found a grand total of two people with any intelligence. 
I didn't think I'd ever say this, but I almost want to go home. 

Until Next Time,

Zack[/left]

Mood; Need my meds increased
Listening to; They stole my fuckin ipod
Eating; Nothing. I'm not hungry
Drinking; Water
Thoughts; FML

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CREDITS!
This template was made entirely by Nammerz of CAUTION! 2.0. Don't steal this and give credit if you modify this or little shadow creatures will eat your toes in your sleep.

[zack]

what is this feeling?;pain.
what is this on my cheeks?;tears.
what is this inside?;emotion.
how do i stop it?;you can't.

Dear Diary,

Filling this thing with rubbish take two. Winter break just ended and guess who wasn't requested home? 
That's right, me. Guess they don't miss me back home. Not really surprised, I wouldn't really want me around after the 
crap I pulled. Dad's probably still really angry. I don't know. 
Uncle Brian wrote to me, but he didn't say anything important. Just his usual overly friendly nonsense. 
God forbid anyone tell me how things are back home.

I'll just stop bitching about that though. I don't need to remind 
myself of that sort of thing. Mind, here it's not much better. For 
the first time ever, I have some friends, but I'm so confused. Like 
I want to be more than friends with one of the girls. I'm kind of 
afraid of her though. Ugh. 

Until Next Time,

Zack[/left]

Mood; Need my meds increased
Listening to; Silence
Eating; Nothing. I'm not hungry
Drinking; Water
Thoughts; My brain hurts

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CREDITS!
This template was made entirely by Nammerz of CAUTION! 2.0. Don't steal this and give credit if you modify this or little shadow creatures will eat your toes in your sleep.